Deserve the best

 Sometimes because I feel that I deserve less because of the things that people have said or the ways they have treated me over the years.  I know that is not true though.  Sometimes I have to remind myself that I do deserve the best and I am not what they say. There are times I have to reevaluate my thinking.  I can't let my past control me. Can't let it define who I am now. No matter what people say I know that I deserve good. 

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