Amy Stark's Books

 If you are unhappy with things in your life change it. No one can change it,but you.  Stop blaming others for being miserable. Cut them out if those people make you feel miserable, drag you down,toxic, abusive, or whatever.  Stop making excuses for these people.  Work towards it. Keep trying.  Do things that allow you to heal. Heal your mind and soul. Forgive you. Love you.  Surround yourself with people who build you up, listen, hang out, who actually love,and care about you.  Set boundaries with people.  Set goals. Work on them. Try your best for you.  Keep trying.  Don't give up on you. You deserve happiness.  You deserve love. You deserve inner peace. 

 I try to use my past experiences in life or observations of other people's lives to get people to understand things. That it isn't okay for people to talk to down to you, be ugly to you,hateful,negative, toxic, or abusive. I want people to wake up and see the light. Get out of the dark. You deserve better. You deserve love. Deserve happiness.  Not someone controlling you, making you feel less,  hitting,  raping, or whatever bad thing. No one deserves abuse. Use your voice. Let your heal. Know it isn't your fault.  It is their fault.  They preyed on you. That isn't right. Good people don't abuse other people.  Get help. See a therapist. Talk to someone. Write in a journal.  Do what makes you happy.  Don't suppress it for the rest of your life. Suppressing it or shutting emotions off just makes it worse.  Find a way too cope. Walk, support group, aromatherapy, music,  meditation, or whatever helps you.  Just know you trying is your best. Know that you aren't

Live life the way you want.  Do the things you want to do. Do it for you because you deserve to live your best life doing what makes you happy.  Eat that good food.  Watch what you want.  Read that book.  Spend time with people you love and care about.  Blow bubbles. Dance in the rain.  Walk barefoot.  Soak in a bubble bath.  Watch the stars and moon. Jam out to music.  Talk to family and friends for hours. Play games. Have bonfires.  Go to college if you want.  Heal yourself for you. Love you for you.  Sit outside. Sit on a porch swing. Watch the birds. Rest when you need to rest. Take a drive. Drink hot tea.  Drink iced tea. Dance like no one's watching. Make silly videos.  Take pictures.  Color.  Make a splash out of life. 

 Even with how the world is going I have hope for a better world. Most have given up hope. They have slipped into darkness and even though they have there is light in the dark,yet they don't see it yet. The world is bleeding.  It needs to heal. People need to learn from the past. People are so divided.  So much corruption, greed,lies, hate, war, starving people,  sickness, death, and more. Are they blind? Wake up.  Stop repeating past mistakes over and over. We all bleed red. We all die. We all have feelings. Stop spreading hate, negativity,  war,toxicity and everything bad. You have a choice. You live with those choices. You can change if you choose to.  Every single person across the world has to better themselves to set a better example. Learn how to listen and communicate.  Open your eyes. Stop following blindly. Be your own person. Use your voices to be heard. You don't have to use violence. That is a choice.  You can make videos and post them. Make posters and spread them

 Today is my youngest son's first day of his Sr Year of High School. I am proud of him. He will go far and do a lot after he graduates. He has already figured out where he wants to apply to college.  Next step is signing up for every scholarship we can find because college isn't cheap and he wants to go for 4 to 6yrs. He knows what he wants to do.  I know he can do it and support him in whatever he chooses to to do in life. 

 Sometimes people say or act like they want to be your friend, but they don't really act like it.  They don't make an effort to text, call, or see you. Some make the bare minimum effort when you are the one constantly checking up on them. You hear I'm busy and many other excuses. People who actually love and care about you make time for you. It isn't all about them. The world doesn't revolve around any of us. Yew, people work, have kids, have significant others,  life happens, and so forth. Guess what you can include friends and family. You can text and ask how are you. That doesn't take long at all. Sometimes people think that you don't care if you don't make an effort and why should they?!? Even if you get significant others or get married don't exclude family and friends from your life. Include them in dinners or lunches. Have a game night. If you have kids do the same. Listen to your friends and family. Put your phones down sometimes and spend it

 Don't give up on your dreams or stop dreaming.  Sometimes people tell you grow up and stop dreaming. Ignore them. Dreamers are the creators who power imagination. Work towards your dreams and goals. You might fail.  That's okay. Dust yourself off. It's your life.  It's okay to change your dreams and goals. Sometimes things change and it's okay. What we once thought make us happy might change. Don't give up no matter what.  Keep trying.  You can make your dreams and goals a reality if you keep working towards them.  Tune out negative people who tell you that you can't do it because you can do it. Don't let others stand in the way of your happiness.  People who care about you will root you on and support you. 

 Do what makes you happy and not others.  Don't bend over backwards to make people happy. Everyone is going to have opinions about you. It is an opinion.  They will tell you what you should try to do differently and it is your life. Live your life for you.  If they don't like it that sounds like a personal problem.  People can make suggestions thinking it might help and sometimes it does. You also have some you tell things to and they make comments when you didn't ask for their advice. Sometimes people don't listen and that is the problem.  Just keep trying.  Be your best you for you. 

 Psychic Vampire Prophecies Volume 1-5 is about Alexis and Stephen who are twins.  There is  a prophecy that, you don't find out about until the 2nd volume. Not all the Vampires are blood Vampires or Immortals. Alexis goes through a lot with relationships with family, friends, and significant others through the whole series. There is love, lust, rebellions, war, hate, and much more.  She tries her best.  Sometimes feels her best isn't good enough.  Leads the best she can.

 This year has been an interesting year full off good and bad. My oldest son graduated high school which makes me super proud of him. I got to meet some friends this year that I had been talking to for 2 years or so. It was a great meeting. With good comes bad. I have had people from the past try to add me back to social media or be a part of my life. I keep blocking those people or ignoring the requests. I cut them out of my life for a reason. Some of them caused trauma, they were negative,  or weren't really trying to be a friend.  I have done a lot of healing and  reflecting.  My past is my past. Yes, I made some bad choices and decisions.  No one has the right to judge me for that. Everyone makes mistakes.  I am not perfect. This year I published 2 books which now makes 24 books that I have published. I haven't sold many. I am going to keep trying my best. My youngest son is about to start his Sr. Year of high school. I am trying to be the best mom I can to my kids because

Some people from the past try to add me back to social media and act like a friend. I have recently started deleting and ignoring those requests. Some people don't change. The past is the past and I am not the same girl they used to know. I've done a lot of reflecting. I  cut people out for being negative, toxic, who mentally abused me, or worse.  I am not going to be there for people who say they care about me and don't make an effort to text,call, or see me. I am done with people's excuses.  So many fake caring fake loving people in this world.  They think that the world revolves around them.  I know that it doesn't revolve around me.  I know people talk about me and I don't care because that is a reflection of them not me. It's okay to cut people out of your life with no explanation.