Amy Stark's Books

Over the years you want to see action rather than hear people tell you what they are going to do because you have been let down, broken and empty promises, told that they would always be there, they wouldn't hurt you, and keep saying sorry. Sometime you just need someone who is going to show up. Someone who picks up the phone and calls or texts you for a change. To be shown that you are loved. Sometimes you do have to walk away without saying anything because they keep using you or taking you for granted.  You don't have to settle for less. Each person deserves the best.

Over the years I used to believe that when people called me crazy that I was crazy which made me lose part of myself. They thought I was crazy because I believed differently than them. It made me feel bad about myself and I just wanted to curl up in a hole. I had people who picked on me for being different which also made me feel bad about myself. Constantly torn down. Got made fun of over how my hair looked, clothes I wore, being myself, called fat, loser, and much more. I started believing them. I struggle with my weight and always have. Tried many different things and sometimes the results would be small. Made bad choices with men. They got what they wanted most of the time. Used me, lied to me, eat up all my food, cheat on me, manipulate, make me not feel good enough, and made me feel unwanted and unloved. I didn't even love myself so at that point in time I had no respect for myself. Thought maybe this guy will be different or maybe this one will love me. I have struggled w...